hoy no se qué decir

just like i predicted, we're at the point of no return
we can go backwards, and no corners have been turned.
i can't control it, if i sink or if I swim
'cause i chose the water that i'm in.

and it makes no difference who is right or wrong
i deserve much more than this
'cause there's only one thing i want

if it's not what you're made of
you're not what i'm looking for
you where willing but unable to give me anymore
there's no way, you're changing, cause somethings will just never be mine,
you're not love this time ... but it's allright.

i hear you talking, but your words don't mean a thing.
i doubt you ever put your heart into anything.
it's not much to ask for, to get back what i put in,
but i chose the waters that i'm in.

and it makes no difference who is right or wrong
i deserve much more than this
'cause there's only one thing I want


what's your definition of the one
what you really want him to become?
no matter what i sacrifice it's still never enough

just like i predicted
i will sink before i swim
'cause these are the waters that i'm in

carpe diem, carpe..

todas mis frases comienzan con una no buscada temporalidad que me atormenta. por ejemplo: siempre o nunca, a veces o jamás. huyo de ellas como puedo, me escondo en esquinas redondeadas por mi misma para no rozarme con nada. no se como se hace eso del carpe diem que tanto me atrapa cada vez que veo el club de los poetas muertos y robin williams se lo susurra a sus alumnos.
¿el presente solo existe cuando el futuro se convierte en pasado?me pregunto al igual que la pequeña momo si podré decirte lo que me cuentan las estrellas pero como las semillas, que duermen toda una vuelta solar antes de poder germinar, tanto así tardarán esas palabras en crecer. y cuando menos lo espere(s), llegarán.

........

in a manner of speaking i just want to say
that I could never forget the way
you told me everything
by saying nothing
in a manner of speaking i don`t understand
how love in silence becomes reprimand
but the may I feel about you is beyond words
give me the words
that tell me nothing
give me the words
that tell me everything